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Friday, March 12, 2010

On Hold


Do you ever get the feeling that someone has pushed the "Hold" button on your life - making sure you never move forward, but also never backwards?  That is the way I've been feeling lately.

Actually, "On Hold" wouldn't be so bad - but it feels like the Hold button will soon be turned off, sending me hurling into the not-so-comforting unknown.  The future isn't looking so bright right now in so many ways - and that really sucks.

Waking up in the morning is so much easier when you have something to look forward to.  And right now the best I can hope for is to stay On Hold for as long as possible.

And NO - I'm not talking about anything directly health-related (don't have a heart attack Mom) - I'm just talking about life in general.  Or LACK of a life, in general...


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14 comments:

  1. the dogs' motherMarch 12, 2010 at 7:49 AM

    {{David}} cyber hugs are silly but that's the best I can do.

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  2. Miss Ginger GrantMarch 12, 2010 at 8:09 AM

    Sweetie:
    you know I love you dearly, and it worries me that you are in such a rut!
    Have you considered a career change, or at least a change of employer? Personally, I don't think the economy iis going to change much any time soon. It might help to be proactive...

    Love you. Love your hair!

    Keep taking your pills!!!

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  3. Tom A.March 12, 2010 at 9:36 AM

    HUGZ. I can totally relate!

    I've been in a rut big time. But I'm excited about a move to Baltimore. I've been commuting up there for 4 months, so it's time to move.

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  4. AnonymousMarch 12, 2010 at 9:44 AM

    As usual, Miss Ginger is a fount of wisdom.

    It sounds so cliche, but I am praying for you. Sometimes, when we have the most dread in our hearts, that's when life gives us the most wonderful gifts.

    Take care of yourself. You are such a special person.

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  5. AnonymousMarch 12, 2010 at 9:55 AM

    I'm feeling the same lately. I need to make some changes. Hugs to you!!

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  6. Ken RichesMarch 12, 2010 at 11:38 AM

    Life can be like a rollercoaster, sometimes going up, sometimes going down, wicked corners and stomach lifting bumps. If you focus on the ride, it can be a scream :o)

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  7. SamMarch 12, 2010 at 12:39 PM

    Son of a biatch I had made this fabulous comment and the fucking broadband connect went down.
    Anyho, A few years back I went through this same type of funk.
    What did Tug do? Not really anything. I just accepted my life as it was and would deal without anything that may come.
    David you have thousands of fans that hang on your every word and break their fucking necks everyday to check your blog.
    Just how the hell you aren't taking your naturally wonderful gift and using it I'll never know.
    Biatch if you're looking for a Thelma to your Louise just let me know cause this Ho will drive that fucking car.
    David you are a star.
    Now release that fucking hold button.
    XOXOXO
    Sis

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  8. Tamara HoganMarch 12, 2010 at 1:08 PM

    David, you don't know me from a hole in the ground, but your sense of humor makes me smile so many times per week. Plus? You have some mad writing skillz.

    We love you out here, hon.

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  9. UnknownMarch 12, 2010 at 1:49 PM

    I stumbled upon this blog looking for pics of attractive men but soon discovered that it's fun coming here for other reasons! Keep up the good work, when and if it fits your schedule!

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  10. theminxMarch 12, 2010 at 3:49 PM

    I definitely feel your pain, darling. I'm sending positive vibes your way for a new job and a hot papi or two. :)

    XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

    Tom A - WHY are you moving to Baltimore? I can't wait to get out of this stinkhole!

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  11. mrs.missalaineusMarch 12, 2010 at 5:15 PM

    right around this time last year i was feeling that way like something major should be about to happen and i was waiting and waiting and waiting.....

    so i told a chick at work about it and she told me i might be entering menopause.


    maybe you will meet a man who will make you pause soon.


    xxalainaxx

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  12. Wonder ManMarch 12, 2010 at 6:25 PM

    What's up, boo? If you want to talk let me know. I will be there this coming week.

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  13. WickedGayBlog.comMarch 12, 2010 at 6:46 PM

    every day life throws challenges we don't know if we can deal with or not. but each day passes and we are ok. we learn from our struggles. we may wish things turn out differently, we spend time thinking what if they did? but at the end of the day what we have is the day we lived through. That is what makes us stronger, more capable, and more experienced.

    sending heartfelt love from Boston!

    Dave

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  14. Jose EduardoMarch 13, 2010 at 12:44 AM

    i can relate, i feel like the hold button has been on since like 2008, i feel for you, i hope you feel better soon :)

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